It the time in my life which might be called 0 productivity 100% happiness. I don't do anything great and exciting in my professional life, but I feel that I give all myself to that little almost two years lady. When I am looking at her I see how much she has changed, and we are able to communicate in a funny, caring mother-friend-daughter relationship. These are my winter days lately, and I would not change them to anything else! At the end, it is really rewarding!
*Walking in Palanga is always a good idea
Last week was amazing, because I felt totally in the mood of Christmas. So calm, so happy. Willing to give, share, be for those who need me. I did not buy a red sweater with a Santa Clause, because after a deep thinking if I need it, I decided not to go for unpractical thing. However, I almost burst into laughter when I saw a few guys wearing them in the Beer Garden pub. Speaking about the people I celebrated with, I can admit that I did not expect to have so many people in the house, but Sofija was crazy about the children buzz non-stop, and I could not be happier for her. So another week, another celebration of life. What am I planning?
It is probably the first year in my life when during the festive season I feel completely calm. I do not know how to explain this, but holidays used to bring some kind of panic in my life. I am not speaking about my childhood, probably about the years later. This year we are celebrating Christmas at our own home, and there is no panic, only the most beautiful feelings. This year was a happy and full of everything year. I could not be happier! This week is going to be special, too.
*New Years Eve in 2014
Although this week started as "all about work", I am planning to turn it into "all about family". I always fight inside with two feelings: a wish to be a good mother and wife, and a wish to work as hard as I can. When I catch myself thinking about work while being with my daughter I blame myself, and promise once again to learn to live a moment, because it is not going to come back.
Last week was ridiculously terrible, but when I remember it now for some reason I want to laugh laugh and dance. Have you ever had a roto virus and pms on your birthday. That happened to me! on My 28th birthday! Is it a sign? I believe, yes. That bloody day I wanted to be invisible, forgotten and eat my birthday cake alone! The morning after was the best morning in my life, because I appreaciated everything I had more than ever, and my life looked much better and full of joy than I ever! That's life, my dears, and now I am planning my week with you because planning rules, right?